Well I've been trying to write this for the past three days but every time i try i just can get anything to come out. A quick update on my life though....I finally got a job! I got a job at Best Buy in the digital imaging department, so basically i am selling digital cameras and camcorders. I think this will be good because i am really into photography-well at least with my 35mm- so stepping into the digital age will probably be a good step forward for me. Finally one thing in my life seems to be going well again.
Everything else in my life though still feels like it is falling apart. I'm not really sure what i want out of life right now or how to go about it once i decide. There is however one thing i know i want, someone to love and in return someone to love me. I miss feeling completely enveloped by the warmth of unconditional love between another human being and myself. I'm tired of seeing and interacting with a couples that you can just tell are completely in love and finding myself feeling sick because i yearn for that feeling so bad. I'm not sure if there is anything that i really can do that will have a catalytic effect to help me start moving toward that blissful feeling again but i need to try something.
I think it will be nice to start working again and hopefully begin to fall back into a routine. I feel like if i can do that some of the other things in my life that are askew will start to fall back into place.
In the mean time im going to try enjoy the fall by hiking, disc golfing, and enjoying the company of my friends.
Peace
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