In my senior year of high school I took AP English from Mrs. Norton. When we would read anything-from Lord of the Flies to any of the Shakespeare plays- there was one phrase she would always pound into our heads, order from chaos. That is probably one of the only things I consciously remember from that class but after the past few confusion filled weeks I really hope it is true.
I really wish Mrs. Norton still taught so i could go back and ask her how long it takes for that order to come because I am really tiring of the chaos. I know it seems like im just whining but i yearn for a routine again, i ache for stable relationships with those in my life, and most of all i just want to feel like i am back on the path of my life. Right now i just feel like my life is passing my by while i lay here in a self induced coma.
In this time of confusion my sources of solace are listening to and buying vinyl records(If you have read my previous blogs you know i LOVE vinyl), shopping at REI, and just being outdoors. There is a strange peace that i get when i go out for a hike or climb in the perfect fall weather and just marvel at the beauty of gods creations. Also i have developed a liking for the sport of disc golf. It is nice because you can just play it by yourself so you dont have to worry about other people bailing on you.
I really do like life and am sure i will learn something important to the success of my later life out of this crazy confusing time.
*I know i havent written in a while and it helps me clear my thoughts so ill probably start updating my blog a couple times a week or so*
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Ahh i love disc golf, my dad is like the best in utah he has the number one card. But yeah i think a lot of people feel like that, at least i do a lot. Like on the movies when they show the person just standing there and everything is passing by in all directions sped up, that's what i feel like. one day it will all make sense
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